At the moment I feel ok, fine. I feel relaxed, almost content.
However the voices or presences are present.
It does give a 'darkness' inside me. As if I could be violent if pushed.
I am calm, and try to stay calm, but still that darkenss pervades.
I feel drowsy at work, but I think this is due to lack of stimulation.
When stimulated I can relax and concentrate on my work.
My head was hurting, a physical pain, not headache, something else.
At the moment it seems ok.
So I do have a conflict of a darkness and light. So I try to remain honest to keep the light.
If that makes sense.
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